So, I've decided that a little snow shoveling is good for me. It keeps me way busy over the weekends, and even during the week it gives me something else to do besides sit on my ass in front of the tv with this stupid computer on my lap.
Mental illness running rampant. Can't say anything without saying something inapropriate and offending. Don't mean to say those things, it just happens. Don't make friends very easy, and don't keep them either. Twice this lonely weekend I've pondered suicide. This is not good. Slept a lot too.
On a positive note, I've accomplished the dishes, the laundry and got a little retail therapy. Yes, I actually went to the mall and spent some money. Got me a new robe (one like I wanted for xmas). It was $54, and I got it for $16.50. I also got a little black nighty that is kinda sweet. It cost more than the robe, but Bill will like it. It's not in any way a sexy, lewd garmet that should only be worn with one intent. I met him half way in the middle. I also bought two dressy shirts and three tank tops. I bought a three drawered box to keep my lia sophia jewelry in too. I just need to get some shelf liner to put in each drawer so the stuff doesn't slide around. I swear I have some of that somewhere.
Been up since 5am, but went to bed last night at 7:30pm. I need to stay up till at least 8:30 or 9:00 so I'm not up at 5am again tomorrow. However, it won't be the end of the world if I am. I took my vitamin D so I just might stay up a little later. Also got some heart burn going on. Damn cheerio's anyway.
Lonely old weekends...I hate you. Hope summer will be better.
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