I know you have to earn respect. What happens when you try, and try and try, (to earn it) and it just doesn't come? What happens when I've done everything I know - and still can't get the job done? What I fear most is that this person who I feel is disrespecting me, doesn't have a clue they know they are making me feel disrespected. So, I keep repeating to myself "nobody can make you feel bad about yourself unless you let them".
Supposed to have a "fun" weekend planned, and yet I am finding myself not wanting to go. I don't want to stay here either, so I'm filling with more anxiety than humanly possible.
It helps to write this blog. I pray that NOBODY is reading it. Yet, I wish someone would and offer a little advise. (be careful what you wish for woman)
Since packing is needed, and a "to do" list is growing....I better get going.
