A little over a week since Bill has been gone and I'm doing OK. Still really worried about Erin and her lack of ambition to settle down and grow up, but it's early. I just keep thinking "I was married and had a full time job by the time I was 21". She has nothing to show for her 21 years. Not even a degree. Just dependency on me and a big financial burden. The studen loans should be starting to come in now. Wonder how she plans to pay those off?
Nicole is living in a 100 year old farm house that is a haven for mice. I am not happy about that - but - I don't have to live there. Dane has had the flu and I'm not happy about that either as they both could have gotten the flu shot and avoided that shit.
I'm quite bored tonight, and sleepy too. Gotta figure out why I keep waking up at 4 or 4:30am.
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